Sometimes I feel people think of me as someone who has his act together. The guy that has it all figured out. That is not even close. In the very actual sense, my apartment is a mess. In a more broad sense, I am often double booked and miss meetings. There is so much going through my head that quite a few things fall off the radar and I miss them all together. My finances could include paying less interest on debt. My transportation is on the brink of breaking. Relationships take work that I don't always put in. On top of all of this I am running away to Asia for two months in two months.
Sometimes it feels like I am on the treadmill of life and if I don't keep going I'm going to get pushed out the back.