Memory is terrible isn't it? We remember our mistakes and missed opportunities. I am pretty sure that I had an opportunity recently, that I completely let go. That's not to say it will not present itself again, but still, opportunity missed.
I spent a decent amount of time thinking about it, and the way it happened is probably for the better. Regardless, if I knew what I was doing I would not have anything to learn, and this way the story becomes more entertaining. If I can't laugh at myself, who can I laugh at?
If you didn't follow, it's because the story is in the process of being written and as I don't know how it ends I don't want to give away what I do know, lest it ruins my chances.